Cracking the code
I have the wrong attitude about it. I have been feeling sorry for myself, more then usual, the shittier I feel the more sorry I feel for myself, making it one of the contributing factors in me making bad decisions. Like over eating, over spending, excess, excess, etc. I think what the fuck, I am in so much pain I should eat this or I deserve a new CD because of how shitty I think life has been lately. Believe me I am aware that nobody feels worse about it than me, and realize that everybody is their own best fan. It’s just that I had this realization of why I do some of the things that I do that I have such a hard changing.
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