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Cindy Sherman
I decided to go
out to breakfast by myself this morning. I am at the breakfast
place R and I use to go to, it feels really good to be able to go out to
breakfast alone. Perhaps I have been watching too much Sex and the
City, (I am reminded of Miranda in one episode eating alone at a
restaurant after a breakup. P.s. I refer to Miranda as the
ghoul because in ever sex scene when the lighting is dim she looks quite
ghoulish; funky teeth and dark circles under her eyes.) Later
today I have a dentist appointment then possibly tonight Net will come
over again and we will start on the last DVD of season 3. We have
been going through the series like a chain smoker after really hot sex.
Our addiction has reached new heights. Last night I picked up all
the stuff I need to make Cosmopolitans so that we could drink Carrie
Bradshaw's favorite drink while watching. I have to admit it
really is a good drink, lots of booze to get you a buzz fast but its
still smooth and sweet going down. Net and I got pretty schwilly
and it felt good since I have pretty much been stone sober for almost
two weeks now. Felt good to fall off the wagon, even if I wasn't
necessarily trying to stay on the wagon but just the fact that I haven't
been smoking anymore due to throat/thyroid issues. There are only three people in this section of the restaurant, myself included. All of us are singles and all of the other singles are males in their forties and up and clearly all pros at eating alone. Why did I ever think it was that hard? I feel like a pro myself. I think after here I will head over to the thrift store before going home- addiction lends itself to addiction.... Is this a saying I have heard before??? I had a really weird dream last night. These large dragon flies with really huge mosquito like stingers were attacking my hamster Star. I kept pulling them off with tweezers but if I didn't get them off quick enough the stingers would remain stuck and then when I would pull out the stingers Star would cry and scream and there was lots of blood. What does this dream mean? 9:17 p.m. R messaged me tonight,
he found a house he is interested in (he is in the process of buying a
new house) and wants to go out for dinner on Wednesday. I
told him I would call him after I got off work.
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