Anticipation
#59
January
17,
2001
Nervous,
like
an
eyelash
fluttering.
My
toes
curling
upon
themselves
to
keep
them
from
tingling
too
loudly.
And
the
phone
just
sits
dead
plastic,
the
color
of
NASA?
How
different
its
appearance
becomes
when
someone
has
filled
his
thoughts
with
you.
My
lungs
filled
with
warm
air,
almost
burning
inside-
impending
awkward
silence
and
a
heart
on
a
string
being
pulled
gently
around
a
corner.
A
footstep
in
the
right
direction.