Becoming #64
November 16, 2001

I want to be concerned with the small,
the infinite, the boundless
I'm all about what is belated,
sometimes
to the point of
standstill
the negative
stagnant.
it holds me back
with its curious
fall
from ...earth
an "How did I get here?" attitude

and I'm caught
between its spell
of time
the how .......and Where.......its going

everything as small seeds
effortlessly nurtured
to becoming
a beginning, and then a constant
changing ,

\forever/

they never come to fruition
they are only becoming

nothing ever dies
it just becomes
something else

and how can I gaze at that
when I am still holding
this in my hands

like a con man
like a swindler ...things drift
and become Whatever

you want them
to be