Dreaming of Suicide #65
November 28, 2001

If only it was that simple
just to say goodbye
As easy as one, two, three, four .... Five (Middle finger showing)
But it was only a dream
And it really wasn't easy then
Even in my dreams
I never quite get what I want
And even in my dreams
He's glad to see me go
It didn't even bring a lump to his throat
When I said,
"This is it."
And showed him my wrists,
so that he could have something
personal, something a little more
then I gave everyone else