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Chain of Events
Friday June 4, 2004
Sunday May 30th
I went into temporary shock when I noticed 2 small lumps on my VULVA!
So of course freaking out I look up on the internet to see what possibly
it could be. Within a few minutes I was reading about vulva cancer
and how some treatment of vulva cancer leaves the genitals disfigured
etc. I start freaking out, I'm only 35, Vaginas' are not good
looking to begin with....Um yeah women problems can be very worrisome.
Monday May 31st
Over the next couple days the lumps I had found grew rapidly which sucked but also eased
my conscience that they were in fact some sort of cyst and not cancer. Meanwhile I started to get sick, body aches, fever,
extreme sore throat, sinus problems, etc. Hung out with R
and barbecued, first time hanging out since the break up... was vaguely
awkward.
Wednesday June 2nd
My friend Billy Budd is in town from the Carolinas and we hung out after
I got off work. It's been at least a couple years. I had a
lot of fun, I read his tarots and we talked sitting on the balcony.
He has a good head on his shoulders. I am glad to have him as a
friend.
Thursday June
3rd
As I had to make an emergency gyno appointment today. I had one on
Monday for a regular pap but couldn't wait until then because it had
gotten too painful to sit, or even walk. OH MY GOD, the most
painful thing I have ever experienced was getting shots down there to
numb the area!!! But thank God that is all over. Turns out it
wasn't anything serious, however my dr. suggested I get tested for
diabetes.
Friday June 4th
Around seven a.m. Snaggletooth was knocking at my door to let me know
that my car once gain had been broken into. They smashed out the
passenger window, tore out my dash and took my CD player.
I spent the morning before work with the police dusting my car for
fingerprints. Of course there weren't any prints he could use,
just like last year's break in. I do feel rather
lucky as there were about 50 CDs in my car that could have been taken as
well. It truly has been a shitty week.
Saturday June 5th
The contest at work to go to NYC for Redken Education ended on June 1st.
Nothing has been said so far to me. Mo told me that she
found out that I came in third place but nothing has been said to me
because my boss is trying to work it out that all three of us can go.
Who knows. Who cares, I'm just happy to have survived the week.
Friday June 11th
R came over and hung out after work tonight. He stayed pretty
late....Third time hanging out since the break up. Felt a little
more comfortable. Almost too comfortable, I found myself almost
being too affectionate out of habit. Also not sure if there is a
rule on this or not, but I don't want to have to wear my bra when he is
over. What is the post break up etiquette on this, anyone?
Seriously why do I have to, it's not a surprise, not to mention I would
enjoy any visit better if I didn't have to wear a restrictive underwire
bra. If I had the body of Cher I could see myself seriously
becoming a nudist. anyway, I sort of felt like he wanted to spend
the night, was a lot of mixed crazy signals and short circuits and now..
maybe it was just me. anyhow...time for bed
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