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It's been an emotionally difficult day. I called my mom on the way to work and the call was intercepted by my father who told me it's been a rough morning and that mom is too sick to talk on the phone. This of course turns my stomach to the point of feeling nauseous and at that point I turn up the radio and quickly scan for a song that I can sing to. R found out today that his poor cat puttemtatters has cancer. I feel so bad for the cat, and doubly for R. He loves his cat. The second half of the day I was very angry with myself, which managed to keep my eating to a minimum. I stopped by R's in the afternoon on a break from work, but I had the urge to cry the whole time I was there so I wasn't very talkative or responsive. My main goal was not to eat and to not cry. I managed to do both. I painted again this weekend.
I really like this one, I think I'll actually get this one framed. I took this picture with R's new digital camera, nice nice camera. I also took a picture of a magazine clipping my boss put on my mirror over a week ago. My boss put this on my station because she said it was my kind of picture- Something weird that I would like. They know me well. The caption on top reads "He thinks he nose you."
I am so tired tonight. I'm currently fantasizing about laying
in bed and running my legs up and down against the soft cool sheets.
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