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I need to get these chocolate eyeballs out of the house
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Thursday September 2, 2004
I am never eating again. With that
said... what am I having for dinner... Ever feel this way? I hate
eating, and I love eating. The last couple days I have been really
examining my views of food and have discovered that they might just be a
little more messed up then I thought. I want so hard for this to
be normal. Just for one day I would love to not be infiltrated by
these obsessive thoughts of eating and not eating. My
self worth teetering on how much I eat. After a manic binge
crashes I feel worthless, sick, nauseated, and scared. Scared I
won't be able to ever stop t his cycle. I am determined to
eat something small and sensible, something just enough so that I won't
wake up in the middle of the night and binge, but enough that my anti
depressant won't upset my stomach or give me a headache.
It has come to my attention that even my wrist
is fat.
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