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I need a Harness
It's been an emotionally and physically sick and compulsive weekend. Saturday I started to get a migraine at work and ended up getting really sick and thowing up several times until I was able to hold down a relpax for 20 min. After work I went out to dinner with R and then to Best Buy where I bought the entire first season of Dead Like me, Goodfella's and Krzysztof' Kieslowki's trilogy "Trois Colours." I can tell that lately my spending has gotten a little compulsive. I really shouldn't have bought anything but lately my problem is that I have been impatient and need instant gratification. If not with food, then with buying something. I do not like what I have become. In order to start gaining some control and develop some good habits and begin to try to fix this mess I have let myself become I am going to start adding small changes that will help point me in the direction I need to go. I have to try, I have to start somewhere, if I don't try today what's to say that I have just been fooling myself for the past 23 years that I will nip this that I will change. I need to change in order to continue living. Rules week one:
anybody have any suggestions?
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