Don't make me look like a raccoon
Sunday,  February 29, 2004

 

I was at my mother's house by 8:30 in the morning.  When I arrived she was stretched out in the recliner and my aunt was sitting on the edge of the bed.  It was the first time in over 2 months I have seen my mother in clothes and not pajamas.  When I asked her how she was doing and if she was feeling much better she replied yes, but her smile said "Phony."  My aunt ran upstairs to get something and my mom whispered to me that she got on the scale and she is now down to 110.  She has lost two more pounds in the last couple days and she has been eating like a horse for over a week now.  I could see the fear in her eyes that she is scared, she knows how important it is to keep weight on and even with an appetite, nothing is sticking to her bones.   I had suggested that I fix her hair and make up to help her feel better and she agreed and said "Just don't  make me look like a raccoon." 
"Mom.. have I ever made you look like a raccoon?"
"No you haven't... I'm just saying."
 

In the afternoon I took my aunt out to a couple of stores, mainly resale shops.  We talked a little about mom and her illness, what is going to happen with my dad.  I don't know how I managed to keep the tears in when I was with her, but after I left my parent's house for the day the tears rolled all the way home. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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